Test comin up

man i miss karate.. old times, training, pain, sorrow, laughs, cries, bruises, jokes. probably the best time of my life was spent in that training and this test coming up just makes me wanna get my old team back together and just go do something. greg, anthony, conrad, priyam, randy, cassie, dylan, sean, alexis, reagan, satya, bryce, yj, justin, marc, kris, kim, mark, bkjn riz..... best times of my life and i dont reret a single thing during those times except times that i didnt spend as much time as possible with them. miss all you guys and i will always be there if any one of u guys needs me, just give me a ring.



Test theme song - Imagine - Jaci Velasquez

MARSH ROAD

WOW what a ight to remember. Marsh road and the events that occured.... man unbelievable!(really you wont believe it) we went down to the resevoir and allt he way, then on the way back up marsh road i was looking back just for that extra thrill and i see soething that looked like it jumped from the cliff down to the road. i turn to merrick and i said i just saw somethin and then i got a chill throug my spine like somethin passed trough me, about 2 seconds later tim said he felt somethin go through him and then khelani said that somethin turned the wheele right after that. we all got outta the car once we got intot he clear and khelani like made the spirit leave that was in the car. it was int he back seat with me merrick and phillip. we all thought it was crazy that it happenned then we all turned back on our phones after we went down the hill and merrick had a text message sent... WHILE HIS PHONE WAS OFF!!!! it said message not sent and it said "Haha" to jeffery, merrick told jeffery that we were going up there and jeffery sent a text saying "dont die" or somethin like that. helllllllla crazy, i knew i felt and saw somethin! i wasnt crazy! haha
Anyways that night was hella fun, cruisin through san jose and all and branden yelling at random people out the window. haha crazy

cruisin song for that day: Gibberish - Ryan Leslie Mp3

Emotional night. never forget

Last night i awoke from a dream that really hit me. I dreamed that my grandma Bev (died in 2002 because of Multiple Scleriosis) was at one of my football games and i got a touchdown and i pointed at her andit was amazing. i miss her so much. i went up to her after the game and gave her a big hug and just stood there hugging her. she was in her wheele chair wearing my jersy and it was amazing. my grandma died beforeshe had a chance to see me or any of my brothers play football and it was one of her most loved passions. football.... football and grandma jsut went together. I woke up and straight in my bed i started to tear up thinking aout how she would never see how her grandchildren would grow so much. from being the little toddlers who could barely fit their hand on a soccerball become the athletes that tyler, chris, and myself have become. the dreams that we will achieve, the dreams she will never see. i can see her now up in heaven looking down at us being proud of us and just loving us so much. loving my mom and dad for what a job they have done and how we have turned out so far. i can see her cheering us during our games and wearing our jerseys and yelling at the refs haha i can see her now. she will never fade away from me ever, EVER. the most important person in my life before i even knew what important meant. its what i have percieved to be perfect scenery, my grandma sitting up in heaven with her raider blanket on her wheelechair and watching the ball game. every night and every day she could. Its incredible how all these years have past and i still think about it and cry, thats the impact she had. hugging her i felt so right it was as if it wasnt a dream, as if i really just hugged her. i would give it all, i would give up my years of living to keep her living any second any day een just to be with her for a moment, it would be worth it....



Emotional Song representing it: One Last Kiss - Mims feat. Soler Mesh

Testing...

Everyones favorite time of the year! haha yeah so much going on i dont ever feel like doing anything after testing. just sit in class and do nothing haha. thats so bad....
well im lookin for somethin to catch my interest but no takers so far and its quiet annoying now that i really think of it. track meets are all home now so thats cool. needa go and lift more. needa get faster. needa get.... everything! man the work just never stops.

"Break the mold, be extraordinary" - Dove dark chocolate wrapper.

haha wow why did i keep this in my wallet though haha.


Currently jammin' too: Love - The League

In the heat of it all

Well today i finally took my permit test. passed. cool. now onto other things...
Track meet tomorrow against palo alto, im guessing a second third and maybe another third... haha who knows! but anyways, im still slow... oh well king can deal with it later :)
Its always weird who comes out of their shell and when they do it, oddest of times. haha like this one freshmen girl, idk she is just coming on WAY too hard for her haha, not ever gonna happen chika! haha i guess she thinks that its worth a shot and even i dont give things a shot sometimes. that one thing i didnt give a shot at.... hmmm regretable but nothin i can do now. i wonder who really reads this... anyways, the chem test was pretty hard... yeah 14 problems of hell.... oh well onto more weeks of nonstop weights, track, and high school life...
oh yeah almost forgot my selection of the day.

Currently bobbing head to - In My Life - Mims

It feels good to look good

Ok so maybe it's like i thought.
Well the track meet was pretty cool, i got into the finals which is in a couple weeks. cool cool. Bible study really got me thinkin today which happens often but it was a much deeper thought than what i normally have. it was quiet interesting. never really understood alot of the things in life but it really did help.
Mims new album is very VERY nice. also go stuck on poke her face by Kid Cudi, haha your welcome cassie, and it is pretty hot.
Maybe people really are what they seem? its a weird feeling if you think that you have figured someone out ya know? oh yeah and mitty girl was interesting aha. yea yea yea jacqueline! haha

Currently stuck in my head - Poke Her Face - Kid Cudi feat. Kanye West and Common Mp3

Reality shows are stupid sometimes...

Wow i just saw a comercial for a new reality show called for the love of Daisy. WOWOWOWOOW she was on this other reality show called the rock of love with Brett Michaels. What people think they can do for enertainmnt, and whatch! i will get watched and go into 2 maybe even 3 seasons.... thats ridiculous..... on another note:

Today was chill, some sun was shinin down today so there was tanning to be done! i think im getting toooooo dark now.... dm never thought i would say that but well i just said it. Not really into that much of a writing mood, more of a thinking mood...
anyways

My reccomendation: Birds Eye View - Zion I Mp3