Last night i awoke from a dream that really hit me. I dreamed that my grandma Bev (died in 2002 because of Multiple Scleriosis) was at one of my football games and i got a touchdown and i pointed at her andit was amazing. i miss her so much. i went up to her after the game and gave her a big hug and just stood there hugging her. she was in her wheele chair wearing my jersy and it was amazing. my grandma died beforeshe had a chance to see me or any of my brothers play football and it was one of her most loved passions. football.... football and grandma jsut went together. I woke up and straight in my bed i started to tear up thinking aout how she would never see how her grandchildren would grow so much. from being the little toddlers who could barely fit their hand on a soccerball become the athletes that tyler, chris, and myself have become. the dreams that we will achieve, the dreams she will never see. i can see her now up in heaven looking down at us being proud of us and just loving us so much. loving my mom and dad for what a job they have done and how we have turned out so far. i can see her cheering us during our games and wearing our jerseys and yelling at the refs haha i can see her now. she will never fade away from me ever, EVER. the most important person in my life before i even knew what important meant. its what i have percieved to be perfect scenery, my grandma sitting up in heaven with her raider blanket on her wheelechair and watching the ball game. every night and every day she could. Its incredible how all these years have past and i still think about it and cry, thats the impact she had. hugging her i felt so right it was as if it wasnt a dream, as if i really just hugged her. i would give it all, i would give up my years of living to keep her living any second any day een just to be with her for a moment, it would be worth it....
Emotional Song representing it: One Last Kiss - Mims feat. Soler Mesh
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